my life a bitch, but you know nothing about her - Been to hell and back, I can show you vouchers

It's a little too late to say that you're sorry now
You kicked me when I was down
But what you say, just
(don't hurt me, don't hurt me no more)
That's right bitch: and I don't need you, don't want to see you
Bitch you get (no love)
You showed me nothing but hate
You ran me into the ground
But what comes around goes around

I don't need you (don't hurt me)
You (don't hurt me no more)
That's right, and I don't need you, don't want to see you

Love the way you lie - Part 1

Just gonna stand there and watch me burn
But that's alright because I like the way it hurts
Just gonna stand there and hear me cry
But that's alright because I love the way you lie
I love the way you lie


I can't tell you what it really is
I can only tell you what it feels like
And right now it's a steel knife in my windpipe
I can't breathe but I still fight while I can fight
As long as the wrong feels right it's like I'm in flight
High off of love, drunk from my hate,

It's like I'm huffing paint and I love it the more I suffer, I suffocate
And right before I'm about to drown, she resuscitates me
She fucking hates me and I love it.
"Wait! Where you going?"
"I'm leaving you"
"No you ain't. Come back"
We're running right back.
Here we go again

It's so insane cause when it's going good, it's going great
I'm Superman with the wind at his back, she's Lois Lane
But when it's bad it's awful, I feel so ashamed I snapped
Who's that dude? I don't even know his name
I laid hands on her, I'll never stoop so low again
I guess I don't know my own strength

You ever love somebody so much you can barely breathe
When you're with 'em

You meet and neither one of you even know what hit 'em
Got that warm fuzzy feeling
Yeah, them chills you used to get 'em
Now you're getting fucking sick of looking at 'em
You swore you'd never hit 'em; never do nothing to hurt 'em
Now you're in each other's face spewing venom in your words when you spit them
You push, pull each other's hair, scratch, claw, hit 'em
Throw 'em down, pin 'em
So lost in the moments when you're in them
It's the rage that took over it controls you both
So they say you're best to go your separate ways
Guess if they don't know you 'cause today that was yesterday

Yesterday is over, it's a different day
Sound like broken records playing over but you promised her
Next time you show restraint
You don't get another chance
Life is no Nintendo game
But you lied again

Now you get to watch her leave out the window
Guess that's why they call it window pane

Now I know we said things, did things that we didn't mean
And we fall back into the same patterns, same routine

But your temper's just as bad as mine is
You're the same as me
But when it comes to love you're just as blinded
Baby, please come back
It wasn't you, baby it was me
Maybe our relationship isn't as crazy as it seems
Maybe that's what happens when a tornado meets a volcano
All I know is I love you too much to walk away though
Come inside, pick up your bags off the sidewalk

Don't you hear sincerity in my voice when I talk
I told you this is my fault
Look me in the eyeball

Next time I'm pissed, I'll aim my fist at the drywall
Next time. There won't be no next time
I apologize even though I know its lies
I'm tired of the games I just want her back
I know I'm a liar

If she ever tries to fucking leave again
Im'a tie her to the bed and set this house on fire
I'm just gonna

Love the way you lie - Part 2

On the first page of our story
the future seemed so bright
then this thing turned out so evil

I don’t know why I’m still surprised
even angels have their wicked schemes
and you take that to new extremes
but you’ll always be my hero
even though you’ve lost your mind


Just gonna stand there and watch me burn
but that’s all right because I like the way it hurts
just gonna stand there and hear me cry
but that’s all right because I love the way you lie
I love the way you lie
Ohhh, I love the way you lie

Now there’s gravel in our voices
glass is shattered from the fight
in this tug of war, you’ll always win
even when I’m right

‘cause you feed me fables from your hand
with violent words and empty threats

and it’s sick that all these battles
are what keeps me satisfied

So maybe I’m a masochist
I try to run but I don’t wanna ever leave
til the walls are goin’ up
in smoke with all our memories


This morning, you wake, a sunray hits your face
smeared makeup as we lay in the wake of destruction
hush baby, speak softly, tell me I’ll be sorry
that you pushed me into the coffee table last night
so I can push you off me

try and touch me so I can scream at you not to touch me
run out the room and I’ll follow you like a lost puppy
baby, without you, I’m nothing, I’m so lost, hug me
then tell me how ugly I am, but that you’ll always love me
then after that, shove me
, in the aftermath of the
destructive path that we’re on, two psychopaths but we
know that no matter how many knives we put in each other’s backs
that we’ll have each other’s backs, ’cause we’re that lucky

together, we move mountains, let’s not make mountains out of molehills,
you hit me twice, yeah, but who’s countin’?
I may have hit you three times, I’m startin’ to lose count
but together, we’ll live forever, we found the youth fountain
our love is crazy, we’re nuts, but I refused counsellin’
this house is too huge, if you move out I’ll burn all two thousand
square feet of it to the ground, ain’t shit you can do about it
with you I’m in my fuckin’ mind, without you, I’m out it

"Wait! Where you going? "I'm leaving you" No you ain't, Come back" We're running right back. Here we go again...

Still I'll never understand why you hang around
I see what's going down.
Cover up with makeup in the mirror
tell yourself, it's never gonna happen again
You cry alone and then he swears he loves you.
Do you feel like a man when you push her around?
Do you feel better now as she falls to the ground?
Well I'll tell you my friend, one day this world's going to end
as your lies crumble down, a new life she has found.
A pebble in the water makes a ripple effect
every action in this world will bear a consequence
If you wade around forever, you will surely drown
I see what's going down.
One day she will tell you that she has had enough
It's coming round again.

Ojojoj!

Titta vad min syster hittade. Gammal bild!


Studenten 2011

Hämtat studentmössa och en i klassen har fixat studentflak. 2 viktiga saker på en dag, TOPPEN. På tisdag blir det kolla balklänning. Men uuusch! Jobbigt värre.

Infinity

Fotograferade 2 tjejer förra veckan till mitt projekt i skolan jag hållt på med hösten 2010 tills förra veckan då det var redovisning. Tog kläder hemma och sydde om till nytt. Gjorde det med Suzan Chehade.
Sedan fotograferade jag då tjejerna när de hade kläder på.

Resultatet:


My wounded rhymes make silent cries tonight

I ranted, I pleaded, I beg him not to go
For sorrow, the only lover I've ever known

fuck it

Nejnejnej! Ska hem från Stockholm... sitter på centralstationen och väntar på att tåget ska gå, 18.06.
Sen är man väl hemma 23.10 någonting. Så drygt!

Jaja, har haft världens bästa helg i Stockholm. Oturshelg dock.


Stockholm, here we come AGAIN!

Just nu sitter jag på tåget upp till Stockholm. Vi åker på "Snålis", så de är det tåget som tar 5 timmar. OCH vi är försenade 40 minuter så det blir 6 timmar på ett tåg. INTE KUL. Med tanke på att jag är sjukt röksugen.. uöööh.
Känner mig även duktig för har gjort lite läxor. Slutdokumentation för projektarbetet är klar skrivet. Nu är det bara att lämna in det. Och har även skrivit klart ett arbete om en sekt som heter "Guds barn (Familjen)".
Helt sjukt sekt.

Har även hunnit kolla på Big Brother. Nu ska jag surfa runt, sen kolla på how i met your mother!

Håna oss - vi rör oss - ni står still

Lyssnar
stel & fastspänd
& när paniken bryter ut
ler du svagt
och viskar till mig
Du är värd att dö för


nää

pallar inte.

Running away from the ----

Drömma om att bli jagad:

Kan betyda att du flyr från ett problem

Ocrone -


Du är värd att dö för

Ja, är i Kalmar nu för ska jobba! HÄRLIGT.
Och rummet är såååååååååå fint. Dubbelsäng också. Ännu härligare!
Föresten, har tatuerat mig... får lägga ut bild imorgon för nu ska jag in i den mega stora duschen.
Tjao!

Ett iskallt ikea land


Want you to make me feel like I'm the only girl in the world

Want you to make me feel like I'm the only girl in the world
Like I'm the only one that you'll ever love
Like I'm the only one who knows your heart
Only girl in the world...
Like I'm the only one that's in command
Cuz I'm the only one who understands, like I'm the only one who knows your heart, only one...

Barney Stinson - AWESOME

Gjorde klart en väska idag som jag sytt på textilen. Barney Stinson fick äran att pryda på framsidan. Puss

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